Thursday, May 19, 2016

Helpless

I don't know why but I feel so helpless. I'm a final year medical student, and will be finishing my med school in a few months, but yet I feel so stupid. I feel like there are lots of things that I didn't know. I could do proper examinations, my knowledge is very poor compared to others and my skills are not that good. Am I going to be a competent doctor? How am I going to survive this journey? 

And you know what suck more?
You couldn't help much. 
You couldn't do much to your patient.
And the worst of all

You couldn't do much to help your family who are indeed.

Am I too late for this?




without wax,
haniyahaya 

Sunday, May 8, 2016

Happy 23th Birthday, Hani!

So today I have turned 23. People might say that age is just a number but to me, it is more than that. First and foremost, Alhamdulillah for all His blessings and love, I could live again in this world. Even though I have did so many wrongdoings but He still give me a chance to repent again. This is one of the countless blessings that He give me. 

Thank you to both of my parents because without you guys, I would never be here. I hardly show my affection/appreciation towards them because trust me, I'm really suck at that. But both of you are never been forgotten in my du'a. 

I hope that I could do better, be wiser and achieve more for this year ahead!

And last but not least, thank you for your warm wishes and kind thoughts/prayers. They were really made my day! May Allah bless you :)

My birthday cake for this year.
Forgive me for the wrong dates.
The baker was in rush but it was fine with me since it was delicious!

without wax,
haniyahaya :)