Friday, February 27, 2015

Love story

"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all that's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say, 'Yes.' "

Seemed familiar? 
Well of course! It was Love Story by Taylor Swift which were once popular few years back. I still remembered that everyone used to sing it everywhere; in the classes, bedroom, hall, and most importantly.. in the toilet! Hahaha.

Why am I talking about this love story? 
First of all, you must understand that I don't have any boyfriend and of course, I am still single. 
The reason I wrote this because it seemed that every single day people talked about love story, how sweet the couple is and yada yada. It was not because I'm jealous of me being a single lady. Heck no! But it was a really sad, sad situation where people kept on dreaming to have such a romantic love story of their own but little they knew that this life wasn't always like that. Love makes you goes around. Well of course it is. Sometimes you are having good time but sometime you're relationship will be tested and you'll be at the lowest point of your life. Accept the bittersweet of life. It wasn't like those movies or novels which always have happy ending. Yours written by God, not the humankind.

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Frankly speaking, I'm not jealous of those people who were in relationship. No way! Good for you. I pray for your happiness. But the thing is that we have always been told that 'this is sweet', 'they are so romantic'.. Well of course they are. People will always want to show their best, not the worst. 

Sometimes I felt so sick with those kind of love story. Typical. 
Call me heartless like Davy Jones but yeah.. I don't really care. 

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I do think that we have a lot of things that we really need to focus on rather that those love stories. I don't say that it is wrong. No way (I still read romance novel though). But it makes me think that I need to think about something else. Something much bigger and important. Like for example, how are we going to give proper education to those who are living in the rural are? How are we going to make our community understand the importance of taking good care of their health? 

Well, this is only my 2 cents. I'm deeply sorry if this post hurts you. But it just came through my mind that I need to give importance to something else. Something that have benefits, not only to me but also to others. 

without wax,
haniyahaya :)

Primary Care

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.
So it has been awhile since I last wrote my post here in this blog. Well things went haywire lately. I'm currently in my Primary Care posting so I hadn't got enough chance to write here. It was a hectic and busy posting. Even though I'm now in my 5th week of this posting but I still thought that I hadn't know much. The moment when the doctors asked you such simple questions and you cannot answer them, it felt so.. I didn't know. Stupid? Yeah. That suited it better. I mean like, you've been taught that before and why on earth that you cannot answer it? There you go. Shame on you!

In the other hand, I found that this posting was really amazing. It was such a tumultuous ride. Though it comprised of vast areas but it was really important for you to know every single thing. You cannot missed any of them because you're going to be a doctor and you would never know who are going to walk through the door and meet you. You cannot choose your patients right? Whatever things that they had presented with, you have to deal with it; whether you like it or not. 

Like one of my doctors have said before; "You need to become a good doctor because you are going to treat those people outside. Your patient might be someone's father, uncle or child. If you are going to give your own father or family members the best treatment, how about the others? Are you going to treat them differently because they are not your family members?"

This posting had also give me a new perspective. As you see, before this I just study without knowing that I also need to educate my patient. I need to give my patient good education so that they know what are they have been suffered with, what are their problems and so on. The education is not only for me but I needed to educate my patient as well. Plus I also learnt that good communication skill is one of the skills that a doctor must have. How to tackle the patient to get a good and proper history, how to break the bad news, how to counsel patients and many more. I really learnt a lot and enjoyed every single thing about it.

Well that's all my ramblings for this time. I needed to off now since I still have classes and CME for tomorrow. 
Good night!

without wax,
haniyahaya :)