Thursday, September 30, 2010


finally, it's my 100th post! hehehe~

i actually didn't have any idea what to write for my 100th post.. so i think, maybe this time was different.. i wanted to paste up something that could relax your mind.. hehehe~ so, enjoy it! :)

biology.. you know what is FSH? let me give you a hint.. it's a hormone.. hahaha~

if you study the Add Math, then you probably come across with these..

differentiation people? =.=

Atoms..proton, electron, neutron.. ah...

Optimus prime or what?

Oh, no! my trigonometry. My Add Math's teacher will probably kill me if i get this!

I will go with the answer C!

so.. that's all i guess.. see ya' later!
without wax,
hani yahaya

trial was over, but the results?

we meet again!
i bet u guys would feel eager to know, how was my result right?
let me tell u, it was not like what u guys might think.. my results were totally bad! really bad! i'd never got soe sort of results like this.. ah.. whatever it is, it was over right? and i shouldn't be upset or regret because it ws all my fault.. well, i hven't really prepared for it.. so, serve me right,huh?

so.. about the results?
i got 1 A+, 4A, 1 A- and 4B+ ..
well.. u might say that this was not hani yasmin yahaya's result.. but that was the truth.. i didn't know, where the heck the old hani yasmin yahaya had gone.. maybe.. she was not like before..
lower form was not like the upper form, right?
and my pointer?
i bet that it was going to drop again like hell.. trust me!

but whatever it is, i felt grateful to Allah.. at least i managed to get As even it was not that much compared to my friends. every night, before i went to bed, i always think, why my results was not good enough? i knew that our life has it's own cycle. sometimes we are on the top, sometimes we go down.. but yes,still it still cannot wounded my heart.i always think positively.. Maybe Allah wanted to teach me how to be grateful person or maybe He wanted me to try harder, or He wanted to give me the best thing in the future. how should we know that right? . but, till i heard tazkirah last night during the taklim, i felt that, it give me some inspirations nd motivations to me to try harder for upcoming spm. Insya Allah. I hope that i'll get straight A+ for the SPM. Ameen~

without wax,
hani yasmin yahaya

Tuesday, September 28, 2010


Salam 'alaik..

finally i got a chance to blogging!

well, since the IDP had started,( IDP stand for Intensive drilling programme) my life was so busy as a bee! in the evening, right after the IDP, i was so exhausted. my brain sometimes felt it cannot squeezed anymore ideas to think.. hahaha~

for your information, we had an Eid celebrtion last week. it was held at our glamorous hall, D.BEND.. (it's Dewan Bendahara actually...) we were asked to sit in our respectives classes. and i should say that my classates were so hyper on that day. maybe because of the spirit of the eid still there and overwhelmed us.. or maybe we just wanted to celebrate our trial examination ( bear in mind that trial was over already!) ..or maybe, we just didn't have to go to the class!

i'll upload later the pics for that day..
see ya'!

without wax,
hani yahaya

Saturday, September 18, 2010


Salam ‘alaik..

Selagi bumi masih berputar, selagi siang dan malam saling bertukar, selagi itulah (Insya-Allah) degup kehidupan ini akan terus berkisar. Di sepanjang derap langkah peredaran tahun demi tahun, kita begitu tekun mengheret beban hidup yang kian meruntun..

(hehehe~ bermadah pulak ye.. sebenarnya bukan lah kata hati sendiri.. mencedok juga dari sumber yang ada, cuma diolah kembali.. harap maaf ye..)

Kadang-kadang, aku terfikir, kenapalah diri ini begitu hipokrit. Bukan ingin membuka pekung di dada, tetapi itulah manusia kan? Tidak lepas daripada cacat celanya.. every single person is not perfect. Ku pegang teguh kata-kata itu.. namun, apa-apa pun, kita perlu memperbaiki diri agar lebih baik. Hari ini lebih baik daripada semalam, esok lebih baik daripada hari ini.. begitulah hendaknya.

Pagi tadi aku bangun agak awal. Solat Isya’ segera kutunaikan memandangkan aku tidak lagi menunaikannya. Aku tidur agak awal semalam, mungkin kerana letih berpuasa pada siangnya.

Sementara menunggu jam 5, aku membuka tv, manalah tahu kot-kot ada siaran yang menarik. Jari ku pantas menekan remote contol. Stesen tv X menjadi pilihan hati. Tapi tatkala melihat siarannya.. Masya Allah.. siaran konsert oleh salah seorang artis popular tanah air.. Masya Allah, terus ku capai remote control sekali lagi dan menukar siaran. Akhirnya, aku menonton drama di stesen tv Y.

Apa yang ingin kukatakan di sini ialah, sepanjang pemerhatian aku, sepanjang musim raya ini, macam-macam rancangan yang ditayangkan oleh stesen TV.. tapi, yang tak menariknya ialah, rancangan-rancangan ini semuanya ternyata ke arah benda-benda lagho dan berunsurkan maksiat. Boleh dikira dengan jari, berapa banyak sangatlah rancangan yang betul-betul membawa mesej yang baik. Sepatutnya di bulan Syawal ini, janganlah kita cemarkan dengan benda-benda macam tu. Saya bukanlah alim, wara’ ataupun seangkatan dengannya..tetapi, ini adalah pengajaran buat saya dan juga semua. Hampir setiap hari, ada je iklan cerita-cerita yang berunsurkan tahyul dan hantu. Saya bukan apa.. kadang-kadang saya kesian tengok kanak-kanak kecil.. kecil-kecil lagi dah takut. Sebab apa? Selalu sangat disogokkan dengan cerita hantu dan akhirnya terpengaruh dan jadi penakut.

Namun, di sebalik semua itu, saya sangat terharu melihat majalah dan dokumentari yang disiarkan di stesen-stesen tv. Saya dapat lihat bagaimana masyarakat lain di luar sana menyambut Ramadhan dan Syawal. Terdetik di hati kecil ini, alangkah beruntungnya aku! Hidup di bumi Allah ini dengan serba kemewahan. Tidak seperti saudara-saudaraku yang lain..

Fikir- fikirkan dan renung-renungkanlah..

Thursday, September 16, 2010


Salam 'alaik..

Alhamdulillah. Finally, i got a chance to online again.. well, my mom had warned us (me and my siblings) not ever touch the laptop! hahaha~

okay, back on the topic.. strawberry.. do you like the strawberry? well, i don't.. sorry.. but now i have to like it. you wanna know why? because.. for my Art trial paper, i have to draw a scene, picturing me plucking the strawberry.. hahaha~

for display only.. hehehe~

please pray for my success.. i hope the strawberry and the face can be real.. :)

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

a new pasport..


this morning, i went to Jab. Imegresen Malaysia to make a pasport for myself. (so do my parents just renewed themselves..)

there were so many people lined up to wait for their turn..and luckily i brought along my story book, The Lost Symbol by Dan Brown.. so that i wouldn't be bored while waiting there.

haisy.. a very tiring day.. :(

happy eid :)

i think it's not too late for me to wish you guys ' Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri'.. Sorry for everything..

so, about my raya this time, well it was not like past years.. well basicaly, this year was simple and I felt somehow, eid day was just the same, nothing special i guessed..

i went back to my hometown which was at Meru, Klang on last thursday's morning. i finally arrived around 8.30 am. my aunt and mom cleaned up the house and got ready what to be cooked for our meals during the fast break and for tomorrow especially. me? hahaha~ i helped them too ( a little).. then my aunts and her famly arrived..

that night, during the fast break, it was a very funny moment.. well, there was a meal, err.. it was tempe with spicy soya sauce.. it was very delicious and everyone was craving for it.. in simple words, habis licin tempe tu.. sampai yg kecik tu pun nak direbutkan.. then, my aunts and my mom busy chatted while cleaned the plates and bowls after finished ou dinner.. the house was so meriah! i loved to see mu mom and all her siblings chatted with each other.. well, not to say that i was being busy body to know what were they talking about, but i was happy to see their bonds, yeah sister-sister bonds.. not ionic or covalent bond okay?

1st raya....
after had my breakfast, i took a bath.. then my mom said that, our family shouldn't wear our baju raya this morning since we were going to visit Tan Sri Borhan's house this evening.. ( well he was my father's uncle).. so that morning, our family wore simple clothes.. memang cacamarba and happening habislah keluargaku..macam-macam warna ada..
after performed the Solat Sunat Aidilfitri, we went home and took pictures.. my other aunt and her family also had came back. that morning, my family just visited only 2 houses.. my other aunts and their family went to visit my grandfather's kubur.. our family had done hat yesterday evening..
after the Friday prayer, our family quickly dressed up with our new baju raya and headed to Shah Alam to visit my father's uncle at there..
that night, my aunts and cousins went to the ICT to watch the lights and lamps.. (idk. somewhere at klang..) and me? i was busy watching Slumdog Millionaire.. hahaha~

2nd raya...
my family planned to go home.. yeah, we were going to go back to our home at Bangi. but that morning, after we had our breakfast, my father and my uncles were busy preparing the ikan bakar for our lunch menu on that day.. so do all my aunts and mom.. the menu for our lunch on that day were,laksa, kari kepala ikan, ikan bakar dengan air asam, sayur (lupa la.), ice cream with tapai and float. At last, i didn't have to eat chicken and meat.. hahaha~ got sick of it already..
around 4 pm, we arrived home.. busy with the laundry and all that stuffs...
went bed quite early that night

3rd raya...
headed to Malacca, my father's hometown.. before reached the house, we went to my grandparents' kubur. After reciting the Yasin, we went to the house and quickly changed our clothes to go to visit our relatives..
then, we had our lunch at my uncle's house. After the Zohor prayer, we headed to Muar, to visit my mom's friend. We had a very delicious nasi beriyani at her house.. hahaha~ on our way home, we bought some dukus.
At night, we had our dinner at my uncle's house again. hahaha~ i was kinda dissapointed since i never got a chance to eat the dukus.. haisy.. unlucky huh?

that morning, after finished my breakfast, i was quickly took a bath.. we were going back home.. far, the traffic was not too jammed.. idk whether i didn't realize it was there since i spent my time sleeping along the journey.. ( i hate to travel.. well basically within 5 or 10 minutes, i would sleep.. whether i took car, bus or even flight! )
i arrived at my home around 12.40 pm..
in the evening, my aunts (on my mom's side) came to visit us.. my mom had prepared spaghetti for them..

conclusion: Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Get back on your books now! Spm is all the way!

without wax,

Sunday, September 12, 2010

selamat hari raya aidilfitri :)


buat semua umat Islam di seluruh dunia..
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Segala salah dan silap harap dimaafkan..

Salam Sayang,

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

solat tarawikh...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Subhanallah, Glory be to Allah
Alhamdulillah, Praise be to Allah
Allahuakbar, Allah is Great
These are three words
To praise Allah..

It was a nasheed song that i used to sing when I was a little kid back then...

okay,okay.. back on the topic above..
So, Alhamdulillah, I hadn't miss performed my Solat Tarawikh in Jama'ah eventhough I was in my home.. well, i promised to my self that i didn't want to miss my Solat Sunat Tarawikh and Witir for this Ramadhan.. The teachers, friends always said that "please, never forget the Solat Sunat Tarawikh at the mussola"..
I want to prove to myself that i could do it.. So people, please pray for me so that i wouldn't miss the Tarawikh prayers for toninght since tonight will be the last day ...

Actually what i wanted to say is that, when i went to the mussola, the thing that i didn't like the most was the children. Yes, sure.. it was a good thing that the parents wanted to bring their children to perform the Tarawikh prayers, but the bad thing was, the children were not like that. they were busy chatted and played around the mussola.All the jama'ah couldn't concerntrate @ khusyu' because the children were so noisy..

the parents? hahaha~ somehow i didn't whether i should blame them or not.. i could see that some of them try to sound their children, but some? just ignored it.. haisy. in this case, if u were in my position, who should u blame for?


without wax,

Monday, September 6, 2010

T is for Trial..

well, people might said that i was too late to say about this thing, but the major fact is, i haven't finish yet my trial, since i take 1o subjects..

so, to be truth, my trial exam papers were really bad! i was totally screwed for this time.. my chemistry, biology and physics.. the pre-trial exam's marks couldn't help me a lot to improve my CGPA.. O Allah, please help me!

i just hoped for the best.. so right now, i need to focus more for my science subjects, not too forget addmath and Art.. my Art test will be on monday, right after the school holidays!

i just remembered the quote;

Math is easy,
English is fun,
but Art?

Art is everything

p/s: please don't say Art is easy!! Art is something that u can't define since it is SUBJECTIVE!

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Harapan Ramadhan

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

Ku mengharapkan Ramadhan
Kali ini penuh makna
Agar dapat kulalui
Dengan sempurna

Selangkah demi selangkah
Setahun sudah pun berlalu
Masa yang pantas berlalu
Hingga tak terasa ku berada
Di bulan Ramadhan semula

Puasa satu amalan
Sebagaimana yang diperintahNya
Moga dapat ku lenturkan
Nafsu yang selalu membelenggu diri
Tiada henti-henti

Tak ingin ku biarkan
Ramadhan berlalu saja
Tuhan pimpinlah daku yang lemah
Mengharungi segalanya dengan sabar
Kita memohon pada Tuhan diberikan kekuatan
Ku merayu pada Tuhan diterima amalan

Selangkah demi selangkah...
Dengan rahmatMu oh Tuhanku...
Ku tempuh jua

Nyanyian: Raihan ft Man Bai

Masih ingatkah dengan lagu ini? Mungkin ada di antara kita yang masih ingat, mungkin juga tidak..
Lagu ini amat popular suatu masa dahulu, dan kini masih lagi popular..

Hayati setiap bait-bait lagu ini..
Kalau difikirkan balik, boleh sebak dan boleh mengalirkan air mata buat sesaipa sahaja yang mendengar lagu ini..

Dek kesibukan kita mengejar untuk membuat persiapan Aidilfitri, kita terlupa dan alpa akan Ramadhan yang kian tiba di penghujungnya..

Ya Allah, adakah kita sempat untuk bertemu dengan Ramadhan pada tahun hadapan?
Moga kita semua dipanjangkan umur oleh Allah SWT..

Kadangkala, terdetik di hati, adakah cukup amalan kita pada bulan ramadhan pada tahun ini?
Adakah Allah menerima segala amal ibadah yang kita kerjakan?
Adakah kita dapat berjumpa dengan Malam Lailatul Qadar yang mana malam yang lebih baik daripada seribu bulan?

Semoga segala amal ibadah kita diterima oleh Allah SWT.

p/s: pesanan untuk diri saya dan juga seluruh umat Islam. Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa di bulan yang penuh barakah ini. perbetulkan jika ada yang tersilap.. mohon maaf